Mending their friendship. Rose McGowan penned a lengthy note of support to Shannen Doherty amid her cancer battle.

When Doherty, 45, left Charmed after three seasons, McGowan, 43, was brought in as her replacement in 2001. The move created a rumored rivalry between the two women, and in her post, McGowan slammed Hollywood for putting them at odds.

“As young women we were pitted against each other for society’s pleasure,” the Jawbreaker actress wrote on Instagram Tuesday, September 13. “The rules of Hollywood engagement brainwashed into us were truly vile. The men & brainwashed women in our business made it so we couldn’t be friends, I regret that. We were cast in this weird fake reality show where we were supposed to be enemies. I resented it greatly. I regret not being awake enough to articulate this to you at the time.”

McGowan explained that she was scared of saying or doing the wrong thing on the Charmed set, because she didn’t want to be cast out as Doherty had been. Doherty also left Beverly Hills, 90210, after four seasons for rumored feuding. “Fear was drilled into me from day one in this town & you were the barometer by which my behavior was judged. I was under a microscope, one false move and I’d be branded ‘difficult’ just like you,” she wrote. “The Bad Girl Shaming you received at the hands of the media was merciless. … I had to prove I wasn’t as bad as you or I’d get the axe, too. But we were never the bad ones, it was them., the Beige Brained White Dudes in Charge.”

The pair never actually feuded, though, McGowan insisted. “I refused to give them the cat fight they so wanted. Shannen, we didn’t know it yet, but we were the good ones,” she wrote. “There was a strongly inferred threat of me being blacklisted in tv as I’d been in film. Instead of understanding that we were a different breed, they tried to crush us, but they couldn’t. I send you strength.”